assured!

I can be comfortably certain of one thing, this is never going to be comfortably certain. I think I've known this for years and years, but the longing is so strong for security, that we want it more than we believe in it. There will always be something horribly wrong, or much more complicated than necessary, or in some way stressful.
Being calm and trusting the only trustworthy person is actually not that hard, when you ask for better trust, what's actually hard is doing it without looking glaringly irresponsible and in-denial of all reality.