Maybe the most frustrating thing is just feeling LAZY. I get a jolt of conscience that I should do something, like clean the bathroom, mow the lawn, check my credit card balance, go feed the baby, make a list...but then I'm so exhausted and find some reason not to do that. It's probably the thing about myself that gets most on my nerves, because it makes me look so irresponsible; bad with money, dirty and uncommitted to serving others. So this week I've been working really hard to act on convictions no matter how tired I am, and not just letting things slide. When I look back, all of my powerless and most miserable moments happened when I just let things slide.
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