Reality and Loving People

There is really high value in conversations with the right people.

Sometimes I'm aware of things I really want to tell people, and I have the feeling that once I tell them, the knowlegde will no longer be a burden. Something like that happened today.

When I talk to the people I miss, the people from where I'm from, it gets easier to remember a lot of things, and a lot easier to live in reality. I find it is often really easy to create another world than it is to live in the one I have, with the people I have. It's easy to have imagine life being different that it is to live it as it is.

For some reason, I'm seeing this clearly, that I already knew or had some notion of. The only difference is that I'm not as afraid of people and the mess of knowing them. And I have found it's so much easier to know them and to be thankful for them and to love them. I'm not entirely sure what's different, but I do know there's a power beyond me at work. (we know who that is.) And I'm thankful change is possible, even if it's hard to believe it's happening.